That's right, it's time. I seen this time coming before I even graduated and trust me... it's another story for another day, but for now, it's time to get out of this slump that I've been in. Just to brief you a little on what I mean... we'll lets just say that my brain needed some rest. I've crammed and crammed for 2 years and missed out on a ton of stuff just so I could give 100% of my concentration to school. So when I graduated, I was pretty much sick of it. I was just tired of doing all the things that I needed to do in order to have a successful portfolio and most of all, to prove to myself that I could do it and do it well. I wouldn't and I didn't stand for anything less. So you could say that I've been a little mentally drained lately.
As I take a few steps back and think about everything I did and what I want to do, I can feel my motivation slowly creeping back in. It's a little intimidating sometimes but I love the curiosity that is flowing through my veins. At the age of 34 I am starting all over again as far as a career. I know exactly what I love and I know exactly what I want to do with my life. I know for a fact that I will be an asset to the any company but when I achieve that position that best suits me... then whoa... look out! I'm definitely a team player.
Right now it's survival mode and I am extremely thankful for what I am doing. Here's to hoping that the economy starts coming back to life. Not only for myself but to all of the hard working men and women that need or have lost their jobs.
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